hais. havin m00dswings again. duds
knew it w0nt be a g00d day
shouldn't hav msg *him in the first place
t0t would be a n0rmal chat f0r him
h0wever
turn out to be disastrous
fcuk it off

he juz doesn't understand . .
but i knew he wasn't feelin g00d tis few days either
c0mpetiton are r0und the corners
and we are still so slack
he t00 will have his 0wn pr0bs
if only we could understand him better
mayb we will kn0w how he feel ..

w0nder h0w t0 spent the f0llowing hours
stuck in front of the c0m
havin n0where t0 go?
sista all out enjoying themselves
y cant i juz be m0re optimistic?
always feelin s0 gloomy & sorrow ..

w0nder how he'll be in tml trainin .. as usual? or .. the fri him?