how i wished that those words wouldnt be coming out from my mouth. .
but i really cant endure it anym0re.
On the spur of the moment, i'd said it
wadever decisi0n u'd made, i h0pe u can be happy.
happy fr0m the bottom of ur heart, & i'll be contented as well
now, my mind is full of everything,
Trying my best to erase every single thing. .

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I may seem strong, but it was just wad i'm trying very hard to be

Learning very hard to get out of ur trap, i failed

Very very sick of forcing out a smile everytime

Just to pretend i look fine and happy infront of you

GUYS are such a F*****

They call you sweet names, they make your heart melt

And once you've fallen for them

They start drifting apart from you

They stop contacting you

One big time F***** i must say

i 'll just learnt to be stronger, & i believed in finding someone BETTER than you*