i hate myself, loathe myself to the core & abhor myself.

But, i HATE YOU even more.. hurt me phsically & mentally.
how can you be so cruel? i'm only P4, 10 years old, innocent child.
Why does it had to happen to me out of so many ppl?
Those childhood memories .. caused me to be so miserable over the past few years. .

I will NEVER be able to erase it && NEVER gonna forgive you.
yeah, i'm considered lucky able to transfer school, otherwise, i cannot imagine what you'll do to me down the roads.
Do you knw i feel like committing suicide at that brink of time.
Now .. i had to distant away from guys even from my relatives, families & CLOSE friends cause I DON'T trust them at all.

YOU'RE THE CAUSE OF ALL MY MISERY, ANGUISH & SUFFERING.

i hope you 'll get run down by car; choke to death; fall from building; beaten to death by ur enemy; stab in the heart .. && DIED A HORRIBLE ONE.

don't impute me, u deserve it !