i'm dubious of myself. who exactly am i? I'm not as strong & cheerful as what you have thought. Every night, Once i think about the worst, i'll cry non-stop. But what's the point of crying when it does'nt help to salvage the situation? Nobody understands it. For the past three years, if something went wrong for the team, i'd felt that the fault lies with me and would put the blame on myself for not being a good cap'. I always assume that we all think alike for the benefit of the team. But, i'd came to realise it yesterday when someone remind me that, what i'd thought might not be the similar as the others. I know it's not our fault but i just cant help it. Time is crucial to us. Not long, it's the competition again. I'll try harder & harder to convince everyone.
I always believe in miracles,
to save me from the dark side.
no matter how it disappoints me.
