i screwed up everything .
can i just say a
ARGH.
i hope the time machine will bring me back
and reverse the time
to where everything had not begin at all.
Is that possible? No uh?
i'm starting to feel inferior . .
in the team where i'd grown up.
can i start from scratch again?
the harder i train, the more i feel useless in the team.
cant get anything right.
tmr's against Nanyang.
all the best girls, anw i guess that should be meant for me
as i'd NOT perform up to my standard.
a captain is a person who is at the head of or in authority over others.
One who commands, leads, or guides others.
i believe i had done none of these things &
possessed none of these qualities above.
Sigh, if only i could, i'll go back to sec 1,
& be a role model Cap for everyone.
Despite all these,
i believe we know each other best.
because we're both Taurus,
we'd been so stubborn.
it will ends,
& we'll be able to start afresh after that.
i hate my life.
it's tormenting.
how i wish with a bang,
i'll fall dead on the floor.
