made me realised that life is so dull.
There's nothing for me to await for
on Disney Channel this Sunday
yeah, this wk should be spent on revision for the prelims
but i can't get anything into my head.
i'm depressed whenever i think of Graduation Day
which seems to get nearer & nearer
and i'll spent the rest of the day weeping
in front of my textbooks.
The ink smudged and the words smeared.
I threw away all the notes that i'd written
and closed the books.
i thought to myself,
4 years of friendship and some even longer.
10 years down the road,
what'll become of us?
i'll ask myself,
Why can't we stay together forever? Why must we leave each other?
Why must we grow up to live in such a factitious world?
All these whys questions,
i know it sounds immature... but i really wish to know the ans.
(i'd exaggerated the content below)
Through the years,
LL and me had gone through thick and thin together.
we'd times when both of us gone hay-wired
& times when we fought till blood splattering everywhere
We laugh, quarrel, crap and cry together
& we're truthful to each other.
Such moments like this,
i don't wish them to be past tense.
i want them to be present tense and future tense.
i yearn for us to stay together come what may.
P/s : i know this post is emotional but I'M NOT LES!
anyway, i'd mentioned to LL before that
if i'm a guy and she's a woman next lifetime,
i'll go all out to win her heart! muahahahaha.
